hmm rejection?

ello govna's

k so I've been talking to my bestie Travis about this topic lately..."rejection"

we were in a simple conversation when we started talking about rejection and we both blurted how we could not take rejection, so we tend to stay away from it...bad, I know

so let me give you a scenario: say I'm talking to a guy and he's not feeling me, instead of taking the upper hand and talking to him to get the story straight and get rejected, I just leave it alone and not even talk about it and just forget about the guy...which is not exactly a way to take things head on

I've been thinking about why I do this, and it's just a simple explanation...I just can't mentally deal with being rejected...as do a lot of people...but instead of conquering it and getting over it, I just continue to have that mentality, so when it comes to future guys that I date and if it goes in that direction, I just peace out rather than confronting them...

*sighhhh*


I always think to myself if that aspect about me will ever change, but then I think about how change is inevitable...hmmm