I guess I'm done

I guess that's it, yeah?

It was a good two months...no, actually it was a great two months...but how I regret everything

I never regret things in life, no matter what it is I always think there's a reason it happened and I will live and grow from it, but this? naww definitely wasn't something I can learn from

The only thing I can learn from this situation is to not let my guard down for a guy and to realize when a guy says he doesn't want anything serious, you need to realize you will get hurt if you stay with him so leave now..

This is the reason why I think it's a bad decision for me to ever fall in love with a guy...I'm already hurt but this guy who I wasn't even with who played with my emotions and heart, yet if I truly fall in love with someone and something happens, I'll be devastated...

I want to be in love, I really do, but if I do let my guard down will I be toyed with like I was before?

Shame (noun)-"a fact or circumstance bringing disgrace or regret"

shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight

shame on me for thinking I was different

shame on me for looking deep into your eyes

shame on me for wanting something more than what you had to offer

shame on me for thinking you were the one

shame on me for ignoring the obvious signs that this wasn't right

shame on me for thinking you were different than the rest

shame on me for giving you two months of my heart

shame on me for letting you be the wave that took me under

shame on me for allowing you to get the best of me

shame on me for allowing you to make me feel less about myself

shame on me

shame on me

shame on me

shame on YOU for letting me go and not seeing what a GREAT catch you had

An Original from the Heart

I hate coming home with the lingering smell of your cologne still on me knowing that I might not be on your mind as you are on mine

Thinking that you shouldn't be the only one in my life but knowing that you're the only one I truly care for keeps me tangled in this web

I love being in your arms, your kisses on my lips, neck, all the way down to my stomach

I love when you let out a breath near my ear as I get tingles all over my body

Laying there looking into each others eyes knowing that my eyes are seeing a potential love, as yours are lost in their thoughts

You touch my lips with your fingers as you lean in for the most passionate kiss I have ever experienced, thinking to myself this has to be something more, just has to be

How do I know you dont share these passionate moments with someone else?

Do you hold them like you do me, till every inch of our bodies are touching?

Do you kiss them like you do me, pressing our lips together as if it were the last time?

Do you look at them like you do me, your eyes expressing their happiness that I'm by your side?

Trying to be headstrong in this moment thinking to myself that there should be no expectations; that is the number one battle in my life with you

Should I expect you to care for me as much as I do you? Is that asking too much? and if it is, then what is too much?

Meeting your friends and you introduce me as your "friend"...kills me every time...is that what I am to you?

I didn't know friends acted the way we do...what we are is not "friends"

But what we are is something that I may never know until you come to a realization that what you have in front of you could very well be one of the best things you've ever had...

Don't let me go..