I actually had to go read my last post to figure out where I had left off haha!!
One of my good friends asked me to post another blog, which made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside...she actually reads this! YAY hahahaha
I write for myself...It's a venting process of mine...just as a write poetry to vent
So I can finally say my life is amazing right now, I love my school, I love my friends, I love dance, and I finally have him by my side for good =]
I was outside one day around 5ish pm...and I looked up at the sky and saw the most beautiful colors that were reflected on the clouds from the sunset...I decided that I am going to take my life day by day, and not focus on my future so much...be present in your life because you will miss the most beautiful things around you
I'm sure you want to know what happened from my last post...well as you can tell from my positivity...everything is great now...I guess when you lose someone, you realize what you lost and most of the time you try to gain it back...he definitely got it back
When you truly care for someone with all your heart, it's so hard to let go...and sometimes it's not worth letting go of something that feels so amazing
he is definitely worth it
I'm going to finish this blog with this...
My goal in life above other things is the pursuit of love...to have love in my life...not just friends and family...but that significant other...I wanted to be loved and to love back...that brings me the most joy in my life; it allows you to feel ways you've never felt before, and I yearn for that
love you all
xoxo
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