I hate coming home with the lingering smell of your cologne still on me knowing that I might not be on your mind as you are on mine
Thinking that you shouldn't be the only one in my life but knowing that you're the only one I truly care for keeps me tangled in this web
I love being in your arms, your kisses on my lips, neck, all the way down to my stomach
I love when you let out a breath near my ear as I get tingles all over my body
Laying there looking into each others eyes knowing that my eyes are seeing a potential love, as yours are lost in their thoughts
You touch my lips with your fingers as you lean in for the most passionate kiss I have ever experienced, thinking to myself this has to be something more, just has to be
How do I know you dont share these passionate moments with someone else?
Do you hold them like you do me, till every inch of our bodies are touching?
Do you kiss them like you do me, pressing our lips together as if it were the last time?
Do you look at them like you do me, your eyes expressing their happiness that I'm by your side?
Trying to be headstrong in this moment thinking to myself that there should be no expectations; that is the number one battle in my life with you
Should I expect you to care for me as much as I do you? Is that asking too much? and if it is, then what is too much?
Meeting your friends and you introduce me as your "friend"...kills me every time...is that what I am to you?
I didn't know friends acted the way we do...what we are is not "friends"
But what we are is something that I may never know until you come to a realization that what you have in front of you could very well be one of the best things you've ever had...
Don't let me go..
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