Friday, September 25, 2009

I guess I'm done

I guess that's it, yeah?

It was a good two months...no, actually it was a great two months...but how I regret everything

I never regret things in life, no matter what it is I always think there's a reason it happened and I will live and grow from it, but this? naww definitely wasn't something I can learn from

The only thing I can learn from this situation is to not let my guard down for a guy and to realize when a guy says he doesn't want anything serious, you need to realize you will get hurt if you stay with him so leave now..

This is the reason why I think it's a bad decision for me to ever fall in love with a guy...I'm already hurt but this guy who I wasn't even with who played with my emotions and heart, yet if I truly fall in love with someone and something happens, I'll be devastated...

I want to be in love, I really do, but if I do let my guard down will I be toyed with like I was before?


Shame (noun)-"a fact or circumstance bringing disgrace or regret"



shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight


shame on me for thinking I was different


shame on me for looking deep into your eyes


shame on me for wanting something more than what you had to offer


shame on me for thinking you were the one


shame on me for ignoring the obvious signs that this wasn't right


shame on me for thinking you were different than the rest


shame on me for giving you two months of my heart


shame on me for letting you be the wave that took me under


shame on me for allowing you to get the best of me


shame on me for allowing you to make me feel less about myself


shame on me

shame on me

shame on me



shame on YOU for letting me go and not seeing what a GREAT catch you had

2 comments:

  1. He's a fool for letting you go, Kimia. You deserve someone who will love you completely and honestly, as do we all. :) <3 - Thomas

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